to see 2010 leave us... the year quiet frankly start to finish sucked...okay maybe not totally i met some really cool people... but on the homefront it totally sucked....

my last blog... i had so many kind comments on it...i forget sometimes you know that this is (for the most part) a caring community that and that i have come to know many people on here that i truly believe give a damn...

i am very thankful for all of you who have reached out to me when i've had issues.... and i wish all of you and yours a very, very happy 2011.....

mwa jacquie

i think i'm done....it's a good thing

x~mas at my house totally crazy always is and it's always wonderful...

found out my bro had a reversal on being clipped... don't mean to say it rude but whatever... his wife is prego... and they are trying to adopt the most gorgeous babe ever....it's a 2 fer...

my sons boyfriend put a ring on his finger...not sure what it means to them (same sex marriage is not okay in this state) but i'm thrilled with it!!!!!

would i have ever thought that i would have been me right here and now dealing with what i am? never in a million years... i'm told shit makes you stronger... we shall see only time will tell... i hope everyone has the best monday ever....full moon so it should be interesting!!!!

mwa jacq

happy hump day... mwa jacq

it's like a train wreck sometimes... got the water paid so it wasn't shut off and now i have to much of it... really all i can do is laugh and roll with it... downstairs toilet turned into a geyser... tikka handled it well (we were at work) but when he turned on the outside spigot? well it won't turn off... so here i sit listening to my money go into the rocks...

silver lining? i always have to have one... it keeps me pushing... al is all signed up for school admin fee paid papers filled out...one more bill to pay but he is gonna do awesome... oh and tonite i just found out my kids (the 2 still at home) are trilingual... they speak english... gun/gun safety... and geometry....

happy tuesday... jacq

jackass that is... the boys put an egg in vinegar for 2 weeks then threw it at dj when he was in the shower.... wonder what the retaliation will be...

hope you all had a good weekend... mwa jacquie

this is my place to vent...just putting it out there... so please take it as that or don't read it ....

i'm in a very dark place right now...dark as fuck... i'm lost as hell... and i don't know where i'm going ... you know you get married have kids and life is supposed to be sweet... then your pillows of assumption that you were floating thru life on are popped!

i'm so fucking lost....my world has crashed

had a pretty awesome birthday... but kind of bitter sweet... it was filled with lots of love and wishes but earlier events kinda sullied it...just when you think...

happy sat everyone

doesn't matter to anyone so it just doesn't matter