i usually don't blog twice in a nite but.... some of you know stuff that is going on with me... i have no room right now for anymore drama than my own family creates... believe you me .... i have enough crazy in my own life...

i do have it in me to support and give encouraging words to those who have been there for me in the past few months, few years, ever since i've been here (you all know who you are) but i refuse to bring chaos to my only place that I CAN come to ESCAPE.... so if bringing crazy to my little corner of the world is on anyone's agenda.... i'm sorry i can't deal with it right now....

i'm annoyed and after my awesome ya-ya nite... i'm really fucking annoyed....

but i still hope all you sexy's had a great weekend....

mwa..... jacquie

i spent this nite with my ya-ya's... it was so fun and foolish and for whatever reason our convo always goes back to the pussy and the dick...

so ya-ya C says ... you know when he goes down there i just wish he would take a little time .... i feel like he's a pig rooting... omg i laughed my ass off .... he's lookin for the truffle... then the visual came... with her saying she looked down one time and his head was going crazy... all i could think of was bobble head....

then there was the discussion of if we could lick our own clits... ya-ya J said she would never do it... i have to stick with my stuff tastes good...

hope you all had an awesome weekend... friday nite for me sucked but tonite made up for it all....

mwa... jacq

i get to meet someone tomorrow... someone that has helped me get through a rough time... omg i so hope i don't cry at work.. but if i do they will be happy tears....

everyone have a happy friday...

mwa... jacq

my cousin came for the weekend... haven't seen him for about 6 years.. he's a big ... big man ... but he came and stayed he met my neighbors (the ones i like) and my friends... he felt welcome and he felt comfortable...and i love that....he will be back for turkey day ....

i chatted with someone i haven't talked to in about 23/24 years tonite... it was good ... it was enlightening? it was a lot said that wasn't said that many years ago... even though things have changed alot... still a kind of validation in feelings...

and i do believe that 71 passed ... i still have a few problems with it but it's a start... and i think a good one...

hope you all had a happy hump day... i did....

mwa... jacquie

sometimes you think people are there for you ... that they always will be....and then stuff happens....nothing bad...just stuff....for me it's hard.. why??? because i put/let people into my life to much....to quick to trust...to quick to have faith.... and what is faith really???

i think that tonite someone burned a bridge.....and i really think it was way more than scorched......

i always like to say third times a charm.... tonite i have to say 3 strikes... you're out....

i have always tried to help anyone i could or cared to when i could with what i could....life's a bitch sometimes we are better off than other times......

i don't take sides... corners... or contra angles..... why why can't they all just get along?

really all it comes down to is wtf????

i don't understand why someone i was so close to would just cut it... and i really don't understand why this person who was so close to my son ... would just cut it....

so now this person feels safe so can just be like whatever.. hope the better half of that relationship can deal with it ....

good wishes to you and you're family always.....

my auntie said it super cool..... once you hit forty you're just tired of the gossip... the bullshit.... i have to agree....

have a happy hump day everyone.....

mwa .... jacq

ever seen something like this and know a possible meaning to it??









paul and the boys were out hunting and stumbled on this... there was also a tree with perfect (no holes, crushed, shot, etc..) water bottles all over the branches ...pink material tied in trees...someone took a very long time to make this... look at the small rocks the big rocks... does it have some meaning... anyone know???

oh yea... in the 3rd pic the rocks going up to the log make an arrow (had to be pointed out to me) it was pointing East...

hope everyone had a happy saturday.... mwa jacquie

*edit* there were also other areas close with this same thing but pauls hunting buddy was to weirded out to go....and he also said the really weird thing is there were no rocks in the area..

remember to laugh....

it's been a great day.. and i am so going to make stuff happen... i just need to figure out how :/

i'm so annoyed on so many levels.... that's all