so today was the kinda day that makes you wonder...it was like a full moon day.... some really strange ones today... the chick that was on so many psych meds that i thought she was maybe drunk??? the dude that almost passed out.. not sure i have ever seen anyone quite that shade of green...
the one that sticks out and makes me wonder is a woman who was schizophrenic.. i've read about it for sure but i have never met someone who was... made me really think when her mom was talking to me (about her condition that is) how much does she hear and what part of that does she understand ... does she retain any information.. i know she remembers she smokes... to me seems like she must feel trapped at times like she is there and can't get loose and other times she checks out and babbles (not really babbles kind of repeats herself lots) ... her mom says she was alright till she was like 30 and then she just went to how she is now.... and btw she is 34...what causes it ?? what helps it ??? and does it ever go back to normal????

jacq

i guess what i can say is that i've been a bit up and down (basically a bitch) ... some may know why some may not.. some that do know will choose to ignore it to be sure..it's just easier that way i suppose...
long story short... i haven't given credit where credit is due... that would be to pauly for putting up with my bullshit... that man continues to always put up with me and sometimes i really have to wonder why????
i have to say he's my rock, and i have to put in (or he will not really take offence but maybe hurt??) i am also his...
sometimes you take for granted what is right in front of you.. hope everyone has a great end of the week .. i'm sure i will.. loves and kisses .... mwa jacq

okay 3rd times a charm... a good ending to a wonderful week.. paul the boys and i went out shooting..... this is those crazy boys with their AK 47's...
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so our trip starts out just dandy... we get to my folks house (they are taking us to the airport)... my mom is trying to pass me some cash at her house... i'm like no mom you don't have to do that... she says your dad and i want you all to have fun.. so i take it pocket it and say thanks... we get to the airport and they drop us off... i go to count the cash.. i'm opening it and it's like 50$, 50$, 50$.... etc.... they gave us 500 hundred frigging dollars.... so we get the boarding pass.. catch the shuttle to our gate.. of course i have to do a bit of pole dancing.. i mean nobody was around..
so we get there check in and such and man some things just don't stay in vegas....

any way we had a blast.. got tatoo's (paul and i both) ... saw a show..went to a club... gambled.. in general spent an obscene amount of money... but had a blast to be sure...

hope everyone had an awesome week too.... mwa jacquie

here i sit and wait but i will be fucked if someone else messes with my vaca....okay... i'm leaving on a jet plane ... happy monday and have a good week.... mwa jacq

and we'll be there wooooooo hooooooo..... i shopped for the boys... got them microwave food for the most part... oh and got my wax.. so paul and i are getting ready to take off to get the travel size stuffs... oh and i want to see if i can find a cute pair of pink flip flops.../me goes to find her keys... mwa jacquie

i'm so tired of working and so ready to leave...2 more days.. yesterday i managed to get my toes done... today i wax and then have a date with a g/f... thinking about tomorrow overwhelms me but i guess it will work itself out... alright off to work .. happy saturday everyone.... mwa jacq

i'm getting soooo excited.... so much to do though.. wax, toes, get enough food in the house so that the boys don't starve.... etc, etc.... happy friday everyone... mwa jacquie

4 days............

happy monday everyone..... mwa