So much for rules.

Hubby and I have a relationship with another couple. We are all committed to eachother. So I have a BF and a GF and hubby has a GF in addition to me, his wife. The same for T&K (the other couple). They also happen to be our best friends. We have a rule that nothing happens sexually when the kids are around as we all agreed that it would be horrid to get caught, and it would be way too hard on the kids if they knew. So we all agreed - no hanky panky when kids are around.

Well.

We had a holiday brunch at our house and so it was packed. Tons of kids and 6 adults. I made an enormous brunch and when our friends J&S left with their son it was just us 4 - T&K and hubby and me. All of the kids were in the basement playing in the arcade. We were upstairs in the living room hanging out. I really don't know how it happened, but it did. A teeny grope and a little kiss turned into something else and it all went to shit. Next thing I know T has me sitting on his lap with his hand down my panties and my darling husband has K's jeans down and his hand in her panties and she is moaning and panting. I am too. Things are getting hotter and hotter and I don't know wtf went wrong but next thing I know he has K in his office and he is fucking her and T is standing in front of me and I am sucking his cock as if it's the last cock on Earth. We weren't even undressed, it was like 4 sex crazed, horny teenagers. T shoots off in my mouth and then pulls me to the chair and has me straddle him him and fingers me till I cum. The other 2 finish up and come back into the room. We all look at eachother and say how did this happen???? We all knew the Rule yet we all lost control, completely. It was like a runaway train of lust, none of us could stop it. God it felt good but it also felt bad because it was too much of a risk, we are adults and should have known better. We all of us just seemed to had past that 'point of no return' where you just have to do it or you go mad from lust. I don't know what it is but the attraction is so strong between us all that things just happen. We all agreed that we need to make sure it doesn't happen again. We must be strong and at least 1 of us needs to be the bad cop. The kids never heard a thing, btw and they never even came up from the basement.

That being said it was unbelievably hot. I mean I have never been so frigging hot and turned on my LIFE...you have no idea, oh man...

Puurrs to all,

Currently listening to: Finger Eleven "Paralyzer"

I must be crazy.

Had 11 to entertain last night - dinner, a trip to the Holiday In The Park, and baking cookies. Went to bed at 2:00am. Now I have a holiday brunch for 12 to start cooking for. I must be nuts...

Someone stop me before I do this again!!!!

Puurrs to all,

Currently listening to: The hum of my hard drive

You and I are like oil and water
And we've been trying, trying trying
Ohhhh, to mix it up.
We've been dancing on a volcano
And we've been crying, crying, crying
Over blackened souls.
Babe, this wouldn't be the first time,
it will not be the last time.

There is no parasol that would shelter this weather.
I been smiling with anchors on my shoulders
But I've been dying, dying, dying
Ohh, Ohh, Oh to let them go.
Babe, this wouldn't be the first time,
it will not be the last time.
There is no parasol that would shelter this weather.
Babe, this wouldn't be the first time,
it will not be the last time.
We were trying to believe that everything would get better.
We've been lying to each other
Hey. Babe. Let's just call it what it is
Oil and Water
Oil and Water
Oil and Water




-Incubus "Oil And Water"

The holiday frenzy has set in for me. I can feel it. I am consumed with the thoughts of baking and cooking. I find my mind wandering and pondering various cookie recipes. I get this way this time of year. I am a hardcore baker and in short order I will be churning out batches of cookies and batch after batch of home made caramel corn - my specialty. Friends have already put their orders in so I need to get cracking. I will be living in my kitchen the next 5 days or so, look for me there if you want me. I will be the short one in the apron covered in flour.

Now I must excuse myself as I need to make a gingerbread cake and then put up my first batch of caramel corn before I have to run the carpool.

Puurrs to all,

Currently listening to: Interpol "PDA"

....Piss me off...

'Nuff said.

Another weekend gone, where does the time go?

The party was fun, and what happened after it was even better. We checked into the hotel at a little after 3pm (party started at 8pm) so the four of us unpacked and waited for the calls and knocks on the door as our other friends began to roll in themselves. This party was technically "vanilla" even if the hosts were lifestylers, and there were a lot of non-vanilla folks planning to attend.

The first to come up and hang out was JL. He is like family to us so we see him all the time. Then the party hosts J & S and their GF M came up and eventually C and B found us as well. We all chilled and gossiped, talking about the latest hook-ups and who was staying where, etc etc. C had to go unpack and make a booze run so she went with B. J&S and M had to go get ready as they were the hosts. JL planned to have dinner with us so he went back to his room for a while. We had hoped to have time to sit in the hot tub before the party, but ended up not getting to. Too much socializing I guess lol.

Eventually we left for dinner and picked up JL along the way. We ended up at Applebees and we invited B to join us. He is a very cool guy; a young single guy who is a rave DJ. I talk to him online all the time in the swingers chat room we belong to but only met him in person just recently. Usually the single guys are really obnoxious but he is one of the good ones. Always respectful, articulate and an all around cool dude. He told us stories about various gigs and we talked music. It was a nice dinner but we had to get back and get ready so JL caught a ride back with B and the 4 of us headed back to our room. T&K got in the shower first so hubby and I relaxed on the couch and watched some tv until it was our turn.

We got in and had a nice shower. We have such a small shower at home that we never get to shower together so it was a lot of fun. He washed my back and my front lol and I washed him, too. We got out and then K and I had to spend some time doing our hair and makeup before getting dressed. We had an audience - our husbands perving on us while we got ready. We looked pretty good despite being a bit on the skimpily dressed side. JL knocked on our door just as I was finished getting dressed so we left the room and headed to the party. We found a table in the lounge area and sat down and talked with people as they came in. We chatted and socialized with a bunch of friends and the guys went to get us a drink. The dance floor wasn't terribly packed as most people were just hanging out and talking. Eventually we did do a little dancing but the music really wasn't all that great, which was a bummer. After a couple hours we decided to bail so we left and went to Starbuck's for a coffee. We went back to the hotel and K and I got out of our shoes and stockings. We were wearing 5" heels so our feet were a tad sore so the guys rubbed our feet for us while we relaxed.

K and I began kissing and touching each other and it took all my will power to not just strip her down and devour her right there on the floor of our suite. Bed? who needs it?!? LOL. After a while I took her by the hand and we ended up on one of the beds and I couldn't keep my hands and mouth off of her. Talk about being in heaven - I had my face buried in her delicious pussy and her hands were in my hair - it was fantastic. I love to hear her moan as I lick her, it is such a turn on and I could feel myself getting wetter and wetter. We switched places and she was fingering my pussy and licking my clit till I was the one who was moaning and writhing around. We had kind of forgotten about the guys as we were so wrapped up in our own play. They had been quiet as churchmice the whole time that K and I were together on that bed, not one peep from their mouths. We decided to put them out of their misery so we split up and K took my hubby to her bed and I went with T on the other one. The guys got out of their clothes REAL quick. I don't know what K and my hubby got up to, but there was a lot of noise going on in that bed lol. T proceeded to tease my pussy by bringing me almost to the brink of orgasm and then backing off. He did this about 3 times till I couldn't take it anymore. He gave in (the fucker) and stuck a finger inside of me rubbing my G spot and licked and sucked on my clit till I had an explosive and very wet orgasm. The finger on the G spot and tongue on my clit makes me squirt a river if done right and I was sopping wet from the waist down. I was laying in a puddle of my own juices when he finally started to fuck me. His favorite position is missionary, with my legs over his shoulders and he proceeded to fuck the hell out of me. Thankfully I am pretty darn flexible as he had me folded up like origami. At one point he pulled out and had to stop as he didn't want to cum so fast. The last time we had been together he came almost as soon as he put his cock in me so I know he wanted to make up for that, which didn't matter to me, but guys are funny about shit like that. After he calmed down some he started again and the gloves were off. He had one of my legs over his shoulder and he had me by the hip, arching my back and lifting my ass off the bed as he drilled into me hard and fast. I came twice, one right after the next before he finally let it go. Hubby and K had finished up just a coupe minutes before us so we just all lay there and caught our breath. I was exhausted and very satisfied as I had been fucked by my hubby just a few hours before the party and then got another going-over by my BF. K and I went to the bathroom to clean up the mess and trust me there was a LOT of mess to clean up. We went back to the beds and ate some snacks and talked and had some drinks. Eventually we started to doze so we turned off the lights and went to sleep. I had just fallen asleep when the phone rang and it was J asking what we were doing. I told her we had just finished partying and she said she would call us in the morning. I don't think anyone else woke up, but I was half asleep so I didn't really notice.

I woke up the next morning and I was alone. So was T. I guess my husband and K had gotten up earlier and had sat out on the balcony while T and I snored away. J had called my hubby's cell and they had made arrangements for us all to go to breakfast. We got up and dressed and met a bunch of people for breakfast at a really nice place close to the hotel. The food was good but the service really sucked. My husband had arranged for a late check out so we went back after breakfast and decided to go relax in the hot tub. Several people joined us and we had a great time hanging out. It was nice to just chill and not have to get packed up and leave first thing. I felt so sleepy from the hot tub that I just got out of my swimsuit, dried off and fell face down on the bed. I could have conked out right then and there, but the guys treated us to a nice rubdown and massage so we rewarded them with a BJ. It was getting late so we figured it was time to pack up and get back to reality. It was a really good weekend, such a bummer it had to end...

Puurrs to all,

Currently listening to: She Wants Revenge "Tear You Apart"

Happy Saturday!

I am frigging tired but in a pretty good mood. We went to T&K's house last night. It was 'vanilla' night as we had all the kids, plus some of the kids had friends over and another friend dropped in for dinner.

I helped K make dinner and we watched a movie while we ate. K and I had decided to make Christmas cookies so we prepared dough and left it to chill and we went out for a Starbucks. We came home and then proceeded to bake tray after tray of cookies. A couple of the kids helped but the menfolk lost interest after a while and wandered off to another room to watch another movie. It was Spiderman III and they had the volume up so damn loud it was obnoxious. What is it with guys and needing to listen to shit really loud? The kids would wander in and out and beg for cookies as they cooled and were decorated in between playing their x-box while K and I rolled and cut and frosted and gossiped. Periodically we would yell at the guys to turn the volume down, but they didn't seem to hear us - big surprise. They seem to be able to tune out the "wife" frequency lol. It was a relaxing yet tiring evening. We spent 3 hours straight on our feet baking all those cookies and we didn't end up leaving till after 2a.m.

I have to get us ready for tonight now. We are going to a party put on my some swinger friends of ours. It isn't a strictly swingers-only thing but there will be a lot of our lifestyle friends attending so it should be fun. The 4 of us are sharing a room so I am sure there will be plenty of adult fun going on. K and I will be freezing our asses off, but we are dressing for the parties theme of 'Santa and his Ho Ho Ho's'. She is wearing a very short red dress halter dress and I am wearing a skimpy black and silver halter dress. Guess we are going as the 'ho's' lol. I need to finish some laundry and start packing for tonight, so have a good weekend folks. I intend to have a sexy time, myself...

Puurrs to all,

Currently listening to: The hum of my hard drive

....for those who think we may be nothing more than pictures of nameless, often faceless naked bodies, we are far far more....


She said "I'll throw myself away,
They're just photos after all"
I can't make you hang around.
I can't wash you off my skin.
Outside the frame, is what we're leaving out
You won't remember anyway
I can go with the flow
I would say it doesn't matter (with the flow) matter anymore

I can go with the flow (I can go)
Do you believe it in your head?
It's so safe to play along
Little soldiers in a row
Falling in and out of love
Something sweet to throw away.
I want something good to die for
To make it beautiful to live.
I want a new mistake, lose is more than hesitate.
Do you believe it in your head?
I can go with the flow
I would say it doesn't matter (with the flow) matter anymore
I can go with the flow (I can go)

Do you believe it in your head?

Do you believe it in your head?

Do you believe it in your head?


-"Go With The Flow" by Queens Of The Stone Age

I find you in the morning
After dreams of distant signs
You pour yourself over me
Like the sun through the blinds
You lift me up
And get me out
Keep me walking
But never shout
Hold the secret close
I hear you say

You know the way
It throws about
It takes you in
And spits you out
It spits you out
When you desire
To conquer it
To feel you're higher
To follow it
You must be clean
With mistakes
That you do mean
Move the heart
Switch the pace
Look for what seems out of place

On and on it goes
Calling like a distant wind
Through the zero hour we'll walk
Cut the thick and break the thin
No sound to break no moment clear
When all the doubts are crystal clear
Crashing hard into the secret wind

You know the way
It twists and turns
Changing colour
Spinning yarns
You know the way
It leaves you dry
It cuts you up
It takes you high
You know the way
It's painted gold
Is it honey
Is it gold
You know the way
It throws about
It takes you in
And spits you out
You know the way
It throws about
It takes you in
And spits you out
It spits you out
When you desire
To conquer it
To feel you're higher
To follow it
You must be clean
With mistakes
That you do mean
Move the heart
Switch the pace
Look for what
Seems out of place

It's o.k.
It goes this way
The line is thin
It twists away
Cuts you up
It throws about
Keep me walking
But never shout

-"Cuts You Up" by Peter Murphy

....yeah I know, about damn time lol