after a mild winter so far, this weekend is was in the low twenties and the wind was up to almost 30 mph. burrrrr, it cut through me like a knife. so cold, i went out a bought a pair of fur lined boots. much warmer.

next week we are headed for florida---biking and sight seeing. so beach time, maybe. maybe hubby will take me to the nude beach this time. but most of all, i hope to get some hot loving. we are staying at three different hotels so i am hopeful for the "strange bed sex" adventures. maybe hubby will get in the mood. if not, there is great toy store near where we are staying and maybe i can get some toys to play with, or get him to use to play with me. a really nice new vibe would be fun.

i just finished reading the girl with the dragon tattoo. what a book!!!!!!!! it took me a while to get into it, but once i was there, i could not put it donw. it brought home so vividly that we must alway be aware of the violence, violation and damage that is done to other in the name of protecting them or in the name of the law. also, many want to think that the only slavery which every existed was in the usa, but the truth is that it is alive and well and people are captured, bought and sold every day-----and sex slavery is just one of the examples.

the other thing that it reminded me of was wide spread the totalitarian thought was during the 1930's and how careful we have to be to make sure that we do not go down that same road. it worries me that many of the problems which we have seen since world war ii are just a continuation of the "racial purity" from the 1930's. sometimes i worry that for all the trapping of civilization and culture, right below the surface are all of the prejudices that were so obvious before ww ii.

so, be careful when you travel, watchs your kids, and look for how we are all similar and our differences made us unique, not lesser people.

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i don't have any pic on line, so i don't have any tributes. but one of my cyber lovers posted a vid of him cumming for me----so hot---so exciting for me----played with myself as i watched, over and over. ))))))



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started the new year out with a tooth ache----turned out to be an absess---been on antibiotics, had to have a root canal--. chewing on on side has left that side sensitive and sore-- and---no oral sex until the perminent filling is in blushing stupid me actually asked the question. but on the mend--should be back to abnormal, lol, in a couple of weeks.

last night, new years eve, we went with our daughter to see one of her friends perform in a new years eve concern----it was a free concert but at a big time venue----they got to perform before the later "with expensive tickets" shows. they absolutely rocked the place. omg, there was seating for about 200 and there must have been 500 standing.

hubby and i are not big time partiers and we really don't get dressed up very often so we decided to people watch the "ticketed customers" arrive. omg, they were in everything from ball gowns and tuxes to shirts and slacks. and i really don't understand how a young guy can show up with a hot girl dressed to the nines and he wearing a ugly shirt and slacks. seem just a little weird----like maybe he has decided he has not chance with her. dummy!!!!!!!! any way, the other thing i noticed was younger women with grey haired guys. i had to wonder, always thinking the worst, if the women were escorts just there to boost up his ego?

little champange when we got home. then bed---no sex, daughter and her boyfriend were in her bed room.

was hoping to get some loving this afternoon but hubby just pissed me off this afternoon. he asked me what i wanted to do, i told him. he said ok, and then completely ignored my wishes. i thing if he got on his knees and begged me, i would not open my legs for him----no matter how horney i was.

omg, i love that man but he makes me so mad sometimes.

xxxxxxxxxxx to all my friend and cyber lovers.

sammie alice

ps, soooooooo, had a cyber lover after i wrote this and soooooo, i am not horny anymore. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx to all expecially him.

merry christmas, happy hanukkah, joyous winter soltise, joyous summer soltise and whayt every you may celebrate at this time of the year.

we went to hubby's family for celbrations. i am not on good terms with my siblings, (mon and dad are both deceased) and so we spend our holidays with his family. three dinners with them over 4 days has just left me a little fully. o well, at least hubby and i got a little exercise this morning. yummy.

today i did a little post christmas shopping. nothing big, buy calendars at half price, things like that. wandered around the mall a little bit, on a quick shopping trip and was just shocked by two things. i don't think that a tatto parlor should be in the mall across from the tea shoppe. sorry, i just don't think that tattoos are so main line that pre-teens should see this as part of the mall experience. then i stopped in brookstone, which is basicly a unique gift or grown up (not adult) toy store (golf stuff, wine stuff, speakers, things like that). and i am looking on the shelves and there is an entire selection of lelo vibrators----i am sorry, i love mine (hubby bought it on line), but i don't want to be shopping in a store with my daughter, husband or friend in the mall, in a main line store and have it selling vibrators. maybe i am not as open as i think.

stay naughty.

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sammie alice

it is wet, rainy outside all day. temp is dropping and west of me it is turning to snow. brrrrr. i don't think that the snow will make it here----just reminding us that winter is on its way. rain is bad, but cold wet rain is just no fun at all. and of course, silly me, i went shopping today, warehouse club, no bags, just individual items to run into the house, with wet shoes.

expect it to be sunny and cold tomorrow.


as i finish this, thinking about me, i just remembered the men and women died today 70 years ago at Pearl Harbor. sometimes, we need to remember how tiny our problems are as compard to what these hero, and all of the heroes before and after them, have done to protect us.---heart felt hugs and kisses to them and their families.

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i was coming back from a doctor's appointment last week and decide to stop at a mall i had not been to for years. just wanted to do a little window shopping and see if there was anything new. well, some of the stores i remember were just gone and the stores empty. some had been replaced with non national chains. but as i wandered by fredrick's of hollywood (omg, i loved that place when i was younger and in shape) and looked in and saw the sexiest santa outfits. i just stood there and dreamed about being in one of them and making hubby hard just looking at me. but then i just pictured me, now, chubby, no perky boobs and decided maybe fredricks just was not for me and more . but the initial thought did make me warm and happy and dreammy for a while.

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i was coming back from a doctor's appointment last week and decide to stop at a mall i had not been to for years. just wanted to do a little window shopping and see if there was anything new. well, some of the stores i remember were just gone and the stores empty. some had been replaced with non national chains. but as i wandered by fredrick's of hollywood (omg, i loved that place when i was younger and in shape) and looked in and saw the sexiest santa outfits. i just stood there and dreamed about being in one of them and making hubby hard just looking at me. but then i just pictured me, now, chubby, no perky boobs and decided maybe fredricks just was not for me and more . but the initial thought did make me warm and happy and dreammy for a while.

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one of my dear nn friends just wrote about her first experience at a nude beach. it was so fantastic. every time we go to florida, i ask hubby to take me there, but he says no and the closest beach to where we stay is posted that it is illegal to sun bath nude, like they don't have enough issues with other crime that they can send a police officer to check on nude sun bathers. geeeeee, waste of taxpayers money.

well, "miss's" blog made me think about "outside nudity". we live sort of out in the country, no one can see our back yard and sometimes i will hang clothes on the line naked---upsets hubby but i like the freedom. the blog made me remember being about 12 or 13 and "nude" was a naughty word. good girls did not wear bikinis, tight jeans and nudist were----omg--immoral people. i remember reading about "nudist" in the encyclopedia and being excited and wanting to be one----my mother would have locked me in my room if i had told her--we were strict catholics. well, we had lots of vacant woods near by and i decided i could try it out. well, it was april, chilly but no poison ivy or ticks to worry about. i found a sheltered spot, and slowly began to remove my clothes. it was chilly, fear and excitement made me shiver----quickly they came off, at least til my panties and "bra". i felt my nipples become erect, pressing on thin material of my bra. it was a new experience, the sensitivity of my nipples. my bra came off, then my panties and there i was, goose bumps, my hairless pussy exposed, so happy and scared at the same time. i walked around for a few minutes, felt like hours and every noise i heard i was sure was someone wandering in the woods who would catch me. and i was freezing----so i put my clothes back on and tried to calm down as i headed home---of course by the time i got home, my face was still red and i was sure i was going to hell. my mom wanted to know where i had been and i said walking in the woods, alone, doing nothing. she said that was a silly thing to do and next time take someone with me. i went up to my room, wet between legs, not understanding why but felling a need for something but did not know what (lol). when i got ready for bed later, i discovered leaves in my panties, omg, what if mom had found them!!!!!! i tucked them in with some of my treasures, as a memory of my adventure but never tried, until my clothes hanging adventures, outside "nudity" again.

have a wonderful weekend.

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sammie alice