Knowing how my downstairs neighbour loves her wild and neighbour disturbing Friday nights, and knowing how she likes her quiet Thursday nights.....I just played kinda tit-for-tat with her....

I know that she will probably try to pay me back x10 for it, but at least I have the satisfaction of having disturbed her sleep tonight......I chose about 20 minutes ago to put my heels on and start clearing out one of my hall cupboards.

I usually woulda made the run downstairs with the stuff I was throwing out in one walk, but I made sure that it took four (very heavy on my feet) walks to get all the stuff out.

The good thing is, she is on a (hopefully) final warning for her noise....So if she tries the payback thing it will back fire on her......

I really hate how demented and twisted I am getting with this shit!! But a little part of me likes it too, lol

I had a house guest for what was supposed to be 3 weeks.

Yesterday he went away again! OMFG, I have cried my eyes out since he left. I still have the little doggie, but (and nothing against the lil cutie) when I walk into the house at night he does the whole jump around thing and scratches my legs to hell.... Big doggie, used to stand up to meet me at the door and give me the most loving hug (and I mean hug, paws around my shoulder style hugs), which at the time used to drive me nuts....I mean, let me get in the bloody door first!!

Now, when I walk in and all I get is scratched legs.......I really miss my big bear hugs (

I keep having random bawling my eyes out moments now, and I miss the big monster!

Is doing my head in at the moment!! I was planning to sell it this month to fund my summer hols. I don't use it that much and I can use my dad's car as I am still on his insurance - so I don't see the point in throwing money at it when I can use one for free...(lol, and that includes the petrol...why pay for it when dad will but anyway)

Since I decided to sell it, I have had to spend a fortune on it to keep it on the road...The latest problem is the battery, which keeps dying. I had a mechanic look at it and he got a new battery which lasted about 2 days before it totally died again.

He came out again today and tested the battery again, and it was totally dead.

I really can't keep throwing money at it, but I want to get something back on it. Well more that, I need to get some money back on it!!

lol, anybody wanna buy a car??

I gave my eldest my cash-line card to go down and get supplies for tonight......

What the hell did she do with it??? Well naturally, she waved it at the dog and the dog bit it in half!! Duhhhhhhhh

And it's a bank holiday weekend too, fooking hell!!!

/me sits outside with a begging bowl for the rest of the weekend!!

A very sexy man in a uniform gave me some advice at the weekend. It really goes again everything I live by usually, but I am beginning to understand that it is probably one of the best bits of advice I have ever been given.......



The person who shouts the loudest and shouts the most is usually the person who is dealt with the quickest....


/me exits her blog shouting her head off!!

Is it just me or does anybody else ever do something instinctively and not realise they have done it until it is too late?

I seem to have a setting that puts me into autopilot, that I really can't control. Although, at times like last night it comes in really handy!!

My neighbours were at it again last night, arguing and screaming at each other till whatever time of night. I picked the time they went almost quiet to go to bed but went to the kitchen to get a glass of water first. That was when I saw Mr Downstairs storming out of the door wearing only boxer shorts and socks, closely followed by Ms Downstairs shouting at him and slaggging him off.

The white body contrasted on the black boxers at almost midnight o'clock caught my attention - so I stood at the window watching them, rather amused at the time.

My amusement lasted for about the time, it took for him to walk between the cars parked outside, at which point it was my car he walked up to and punched full strength and punched my wing mirror right off my car.

Can you say "red mist"?

I opened my kitchen window and shouted out to him (I cant remember exactly what he shouted but my reply was that I would be down in a minute to "discuss" it with him)

When I got down there he came marching up to me telling me that he was gonna punch my fucking face off, or words to that effect.......

lmao...this is where my adrenalin must have kicked in (literally)...He was about 3 inches from my face when my foot acted all on its own and did something that made him roll around on the ground screaming and crying!

I phoned the police and gave a statement later and I told them everything, they laughed and glossed over my actions. Although I am not worried about that, I did tell them the truth and am not scared to do that. What I did was totally self-defence and if anybody tries to say any different I will answer to it then, I really did nothing I am ashamed of.

He was arrested today, I have not heard back if he has been charged yet, nor do I care.

All I have thought of today is.....













The police man who took my statement was HAWWWTTTTTTTTTT

I went out to meet a friend tonight. So there I was innocently walking along the street when I saw a £5 note laying on the pavement.

How many of us would not have stopped to pick it up anyway???

lol, so I went for it when a sudden gust of wind took it away from me!! It wasn't until I heard the wind giggling that I realised the note was attached to a fishing rod with some rather amused young guys on the other end.....

Thats the last time I try to rescue any stray money, ffs!!!

I want to blog so much about this week, but I really can't do that here. It is some stuff very close to my heart and will probably affect things for a few years to come, but it is just some things that I have to work through on my own, in my own time.....so enough said about that!!

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I was sitting talking to my youngest tonight and she was telling me about the sex eductation she is getting at school tonight.

LOL, I was pretty speechless when she asked me a question I really didn't know how to answer. They have been learning about condoms and stuff.

Her question was....."If condoms are for safe sex, then why do they make different flavours?"

I still can't even think of an answer to her very innocent and valid question!!

Today started off as a really good day, I got loads of stuff done around the house and got myself caught up with my studying stuff!! I even had a mate and her son round for dinner which we all sat down to at an almost respectable time!!

THENNNNNN........everything took a nose-dive!!!

I ain't gonna say anything more than, my eldest is seriously in the dog house and is now grounded until she is 40!!

I have seriously lost heart. I have lost the will to do housework of any kind, what with working, studying and general child care duties.

I don't mean this in way of, I can't be bothered doing it anymore...more in the way of I haven't felt like doing much in a few months now...and what I have been doing isn't enough to even nearly keep on top of it.

It really depresses me to look around my home right now....Sooo what I am looking for is somebody, like on one of those TV shows...who comes in and totally gutts the house out then re-decorates the whole thing in 60 minutes!!!

Applications can be made through NN, thanks!!