I am grateful for the way things are working out...

it's not easy to deal with the limitations on my life...

but I'm handling life as I can, as I do...

I took my daughter with me on Sunday, up to Park Silly (the Sunday Market thingy up in Park City over the summer). How I love the hippie feel to it. and the wonderful view of the mountains. The leaves are already turning red, orange, yellow... I need to go back up a canyon or two before all there is left is yellow and brown. I was able to get hugs from my friend and to purchase a few more lovely stones to work with. I'll be wrapping one with sterling silver for myself, adding it to a couple midnight blue goldstones. I love to create things of beauty. I love to express my love of life, the world and of love itself with these creations. Each one, whether a piece of jewelry, sculpture painting or leather or wooden goods... every one is infused with the blessings and love from my heart and soul. Every piece has a part of me within it.

I am who I am. I am a lover, a healer, a giver... it's what and who I am. I am sensual, sexual and deeply feeling. Pleasure is a true and important part of me. Take me as I am... and never try to twist me up or change me. I am who I've always been. Me.

today I'm getting few needed things replaced on the front end of my car... sigh... general maintenance can kick yah in the tushy...

but the CV half axle, ball joint and a control arm have been needing replacement. An alignment long overdue, too.. yayeee..

a few more things need to be done.

I'm grateful for overtime, a line of credit at the tire shop, and for the ability to get free labor on about anything and everything else.... just have to find a way to afford the parts.

nothing else really to share except that being able to sell some of my jewelry has helped my self esteem.

so do comments that are dear and positive... and friendships with good souls

in love with life.. and sensuality... in love with water and the rejuvenation it brings to my soul.. the light sparkling scattered across it's skin, it dives swirls and teases the rocks and mosses, and those who crave it as do I....

imagination running wild again...

how i want wish and dream for my sweet lusty lover to come back to visit my dreams.

touch scent, taste.. motion and euphoria within kisses, caresses and exploration into all that is sensual bliss, sexual flavor and need unlocked and unleashed...
let me feed your need with my loving. let me taste your desire ... let us feast on the attraction that is ours, the caring and the curiosity that is here.. the respect and appreciation that make this lusty interlude even more exquisite
perfection and sin...
joy divine.

lay beside me please... let me feel your heart beating.. your breath against my skin.. arm encircling me, pulling me in, closer... a safe and loving embrace... eyes closing, and joy welling inside of me.. to feel you close..

I hope you don't mind my foot caressing you... or tangling my leg with yours... wedging us into a knot of US...

a couple sleeping comfortably, contentedly.. knowing the desire we just spent with and on one another is still vibrating though and between us... the feeling of belonging...

How I want this..
how I dream of it... and oh, I ache for it.

hold me close and smell the scent of me.. know that I want you as much as you want me... and that I've loved every treasured moment...

yes, I know...

I'm dreaming again

working with leather, oils and dye... and then there's the leather working tools, too... and for my other work, there's leather, wire and stones... so much to enjoy about the touch of life I feel infusing each of my creations... a piece of my love bonded within each work of my hands...

I miss so much, but I'll be busier for a while...

not only do I have this but I've got Over Time galor...

I'm working ten hours a day, five days each week and then add Saturdays, the middle of the day and I've got a little bit left for me. I NEED this to make ends meet. I've got no choice but to take whaat I can and make it work....

nice guys.. great musicians

tired...

may I use your chest and shoulder as my pillow?

I'll try my best to avoid being too heavy a burden on you...

I miss the human connection... the joy of lying beside someone I treasure... the partnership of simply BEING

together

touching, smiling and enjoying one another

friendship, connected

trust, and comfort

being wanted even though it's just a moment...

just a moment... please let me feel it

I'm here... and so are you... let me close my eyes and feel the pattern of your smile under my fingertips gently fluttering over it...

let me feel safe for a moment in your arms

hold me in your arms a while... feel mine around you too... as tears of gratitude dampen your shoulder... a smile on my lips announces loving giving heart will continue to believe, to hope and to dream... and make life bend and work.

let me kiss you with my smile

lotioned my body.. after a long nice late night shower.... slid into my undies and now going to bed... all while perving this place... well, the statuses anyway...

thinking of a man I'd love to have snuggling me in bed tonight under soft clean fresh sheets...

dreaming of a day when wishes and hopes will come true.