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I'm thankful to be alive and I know I've got genuine friendships here and in person with members whom I adore for WHO they are. I am alive. My libido doesn't matter all that much these days. I was a virgin bride. A lil Goody-goody two shoes. I didn't know that a high libido wasn't normal. Now, I'm just trying to just enjoy simply being alive.... Life is a challenge of resilience. plain n simple. You either survive, or you learn to see the joy in every tiny moment. rain drops spattering on your face. The welcoming morning calls of wild mourning doves and quail. I wish y'all joy and safety in your lives
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| Thursday, July 2, 2015, 5:19:11 AM- | ||||||
hands touching, roaming.. squeezing in the aftermath.. bodies drenched with sweat from the insane heat and the lusty, caring connected passion just shared... cum pooled between my legs... tangled with his, then straightened, only to contort and snuggle slick skinned limbs over and around each other with peace filled smiles kissed upon skin... I have never seen such joy and sparkling tender eyes as a man fingers and pleasures me... the happiness he seemed to gain from my moaned pleasure and sighed release the orgasms rocking me... simply looked so fulfilling on his smile-crinkled sun-darkened face... cum, glistening mixed with the sweat pouring off of us... bed completely bathed in passion's breakers and gentle waves... He teaches me with every word, laugh and dazzling smile, just how beautiful, magical amazing and perfect I am to him... this has barely started, but there is a familiar pattern of two people attracted to body and soul... and to who we each are... and the affect we have on one another, making joy, smiles, happiness and calm easier to find in ourselves. it is sweet... I shall relish it as long as it lasts. | ||||||
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| Wednesday, June 24, 2015, 4:17:23 AM- | ||
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| Wednesday, June 24, 2015, 4:16:36 AM- | ||||||
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| Monday, June 22, 2015, 1:15:51 AM- | ||||||
long weekend.... not enough sleep. More confusion, more frustration and sorrow than it was worth. I'm sad for my daughter. And I hurt my tower of a friend, by sharing that I'd planned to see if a guy I'd met at the concert really would show up. He was pissed off. And whatdaya know... the guy didn't. I ate amazing bar food. And took what was left, back home with me. I wish that I could just let go of the music and musicians I've come to love... so I could just let go of s much that became a part of my weekly life. I'm not interested in being a plaything. I'm not going to pretend I was happy with it in the past. I'm all of a sudden just a texting friend and not one in person for anyone. I guess that's okay. Just means that real life has become distanced and nonexistent. | ||||||
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| Saturday, June 20, 2015, 8:41:29 AM- | ||||||
sleepy... contemplative... unsure but accepting. life is peculiar, all we can do is HOPE and push on through. I've spent time becoming more curious and more heated for play than I have for quite some time. Wanting to experience and explore. Wanting to LIVE, not just muddle through. I want to explore a man, teasing is too much a part of me... I wonder, and want.... we'll see if or how far I'll follow through. Praying for my daughter, wishing all the best for her. I need her in my life. I want her healthy, happy as she can be, and as positive as she wishes. | ||||||
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| Sunday, June 14, 2015, 11:18:36 PM- | ||
there are days when I feel sad about things, but not quite as devastated and hopeless as I did about a month ago. I just sent my resume to one of my sister's sisters-in-law, for a new job opportunity. I've no idea how well or poorly it pays, but the idea of being an office go-fer again, kind of gets my energy up. with other departments as needed is what I'd love to get to do. I need better pay and benefits. I need to do more than just struggle and survive. I'm scared of loving anyone again. As in a man who'd maybe want something in the future. I'm scared of being crushed... but maybe that's an experience that would build me up. I've got curious things happening in my life.. and nothing solid. I want to focus on healing my daughter.. on getting her passed her outrageous fear. And moving her forward with testing for her kidneys and maybe that lump in her belly | ||
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| Thursday, June 11, 2015, 4:38:48 AM- | ||||||
feeling hand run over my sides.. tracing down to my hips then pulling me close for a kiss... sliding me into a better position.. he presses his hips against me while kissing, wrapping arms tighter around me... hungrily devouring my passion, consuming my heat. I feel his need as he stiffens and presses harder against my slit, feeling him twitch and grow amy thin shorts.. my hips thrust with him.... and our tongues mate as we just revel in tasting the first sample of what's under the surface... lusty joy and eagerness... WANT, hunger and aching... | ||||||
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| Friday, June 5, 2015, 10:36:28 AM- End of a dream... | ||||||
It feels like I may wake up from this darkness... as I lead my daughter towards light, I hope to find it, too I watch her, so lost and helpless and tell her I've been there.. I was JUST there, that exact place just moments ago. Only I do not have time to wallow in sorrow... I have no right to crumble and waste precious energy on the pain, fear and the agony of soul that I must push through and pretend isn't there... Yesterday is gone. Love and trust broken... lessons to be gleaned from the burnt remains of what once had seemed a glorious garden... I do not get to grieve any moments of my life... or the loss of loved ones or the ravages of distrust, lies or abuse of friendship... scattered fragments of me, I must sift through and pick up to paste back together... I will do for my daughter what I need to do for myself... and while doing so, take the child me in my lap, cuddle her close and whisper songs from the past... lullabies fill my mind with a sense of security. I will heal myself yet. This is all I hope for and all I believe.. that I must heal. My self my soul, my being... there is nothing I have left to give to anyone, but my self. ahh, but I lay in pieces... this is me... this is all that is left. | ||||||
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| Thursday, June 4, 2015, 4:06:04 AM- | ||
no date tonight... I took my daughter to the ER for an anxiety attack early this morning. Got her an appointment with a counselor tomorrow... she took both her meds last night which caused them to do the opposite of the intent. Today was a long depressing day. But I did have a nice talk with the man who'd planned to take me out. He'll be out of the area from Friday morning through Tuesday. We're both busy tomorrow. If he's interested enough I imagine he'll follow through and find time for me. If not... he won't. I don't have time to worry over anything other than my daughter, our car, and the jobs, these days. I have bills to pay, and a job to do. And I don't believe that there is much else left to life... except to clean, simplify and to make time for artistic things. The zoo was nice on Sunday.. wore us both out with the long walk. Have a good life. Forget the negative, it's not worth holding onto. Embrace the positive when you've got it in your life. And just push on through... | ||
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| Wednesday, June 3, 2015, 3:55:40 AM- | ||
phone call was mostly laughter.. I was picturing him bent over and purple faced he was chuckling and laughing so hard... which was a good thing. he told me via text I have an amazing smile and that I'm beautiful... I'd sent a photo of me after a long tiring day, messy pony tailed hair and broken glasses all lop sided... beautiful? I poked a guy on facebook the other night and wound up with a dinner date out of it... if I'd known that sort of thing could happen... hmmmm might have been poling everyone I wanted to flirt with.. whoddah thunk??? well.. seriously.. not me I'll be going to dinner tomorrow night. | ||
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