I do love The Cure. I think this song is beautiful.

Shopping was pleasant, considering it was shopping. I didn't finish all my holiday stuff, but I did get a fabulous pair of shoes.

Finally, the youngest has gone to bed. (So I can eat those cookie bars in peace and quiet!) I do not want to be up too late. Tomorrow is going to be a super long day shopping. At least I'll be getting a lot of exercise. That's how I looked at all that snow I had to shovel this morning. Exercise.

Shopping. Not one of my favorite things to do. (Food and sex are at the top of that list.) And I didn't sleep well last night; couldn't seem to keep warm. I was going to take a nap this afternoon, but my oldest wanted me to keep her and her fiance company while they baked. So maybe I should be having some warm milk with nutmeg and honey instead of that chocolate stuff...

Another awesome female singer! I love this song!

Had a nice quiet weekend. Got a lot done Saturday. Slept in both mornings. Been doing that more often. I love my bed.

I might get to go shopping this week. (In a real city, and maybe even at a real mall!) And I have this week off from therapy which is kind of nice because that can be a bit intense and there's already a lot going on with the holidays. I don't want to talk about my childhood, but apparently I'm going to have to deal with those issues if I want to get past this commitment phobia. I know feeling scared is a normal part of getting to know someone. But I don't think panicking every time anything comes up having to do with feelings or future stuff is normal or healthy. Not that I want to be normal. (Or that there's even a remote possibility of that ever happening!) But to have a healthy relationship, that would be nice.

4 1/2 hours until my alarm goes off so I should be getting off. To bed, that is.

Alexis Brown is absolutely amazing!

Trying to figure out what I'm going to do. My best friend has her grandson so she isn't available for going out. Still nervous to go out by myself, but who knows? Maybe I will stop to have an Orange Dreamsicle or two. There's only one place they make them correctly and I'm very unlikely to run into anyone I'm avoiding there. And it's only a couple blocks from my friend's place. I would go hiking but it's too dark for me to go alone. (Cause I'm scared of the critters.) Not to mention that it's freezing out there. Oh well, it's still a little early for a Saturday.

I want some of these!