Holy wow its hot here! You know its hot when you are in the pool and just floating around you are sweating. BLAHHHHHHHHHHH

Sigh nothing seems appealing when you are this hot...even sex is too much to think about. Ekk!

It should never be "too" anything for sex! Although fooling around I took a new pic...i posted it in the pics although not being a nude it won't be a big hit lol

So #1 is out of the running

Knew it was too good to be true

I am seriously thinking of turning into a lesbian...hhaah something tells me I would have even less luck there!!

just some pondering

When ever I get in the mood to play..I think about when I am going to Toronto in a few weeks and I fantasize about having sex with someone I meet there...just to fill the void. The person doesn't need to be a stranger so its not that kind of need I am filling....and really the stuff I think about isn't stuff I wouldn't do in a relationship. Nothing is extreme and I dont look different or pretend to be someone. Yet when I am done I always think...OMG I would never do that. I want a real relationship and because I don't think my heart or head knows how to seperate love from lust I don't want a fling.

It just makes me wonder how well do I know myself and really what/who am I. I know since moving to Ontario Ive met a ton more guys than I did before and while not much as happened really there isnt the oppurtunity to anyways.

Moving to TO is going to be a new experience. Maybe I will find myself while I am there

OK I have a question

When a guy says he likes mysterious girls what does that mean exactly...Keep in mind I go completely clueless at times so spell it out for me and give me some ideas/examples

valleybud /me read this last night....but just now peeks in....hoping beachy isn't mad at him...

No WAY In Hell...ever!

there are 3 guys (and more for sure) who are forever in my heart on this site and whom I could never be mad at

Valleybad - cause you completely amaze me with how down to earth, swee, generous, kind, lovable and amazing you are

Raj - cause you have not only a heart of gold but a soul and personality to match

Cmy - cause hes been my bud forever and I think if we lived closer he'd be one of my best friends. We may not talk lately but I know hes there when I need him

and of course if goes without saying the sexiness these guys have. In another place, another time I would have found a way to make you all mine (haha hey I'm greedy)

I am sooooooo fucking angry right now I could spit. People should fucking learn to mind their own god damn business and stop trying to cause shit with other people. I swear right now my blood pressure is through the roof and I am going to explode. I have had enough and I no longer care what people think because they are going to make their own decision based on bullshit. This chick has had it and I'm fighting back

Well Boys and Girls Monday is my NN birthday! I turn the big 3! Can you imagine that? Three whole years..man the time goes by quick...so many changes..so many friends and so many memories.

WOW three years....I wonder if I will be around in another 3??

So I have to work all weekend...

Oh well I will survive. I never really had that many plans anyways. I meet some awesome people here. The past few days we had a senior group in with some terrific people in it..so much fun. Then there was a couple from Toronto. They were awesome too. In the end there were a lot of sad goodbyes this morning with a lot of promises to "see you next year". THhn tonight I met a couple from Toronto which is where I want to move in Nov and she gave me a number for someone who can get me a job. She even told me to use her name! If it works out thats awesome!!
Right now I am talking to #1...every night we seem to talk a bit more...hahah but if he tells me hes mysterious one more time I am going to smack him! LOL I am running out of patience. But at the same time I am enjoying the chase...its a role I don't do often.

well enough random blabbering for now
Mwah gn NN land

Just to let you know...


this time next week I plan on being drunk! and exhausted from flirting/kissing/and ....? LOL well maybe nothing more than flirting but thats cool! I really need a night out and it should be fun..especially since #3 will be there! hahah

Syie one of these guys better make a move soon, thats more than harmless flirting! Beachy needs some love!

Have a great friday/weekend all!

BEER TROUBLESHOOTING GUIDE



SYMPTOM : Feet cold and wet
CAUSE :Glass Being held at incorrect angle.
CORRECTIVE ACTION :Rotate glass so that open end points toward ceiling

SYMPTOM :Feet warm and wet
CAUSE: Improper Bladder Control
CORRECTIVE ACTION: Stand next to nearest dog, complain about lack of house training

SYMPTOM: Beer unusually pale and tasteless
CAUSE: a. Glass empty.
b. You're holding a Coors Lite
CORRECTIVE ACTION:Get someone to buy you another beer

SYMPTOM: Opposite wall covered with fluorescent lights
CAUSE:You have fallen over backward.
CORRECTIVE ACTION : Have yourself leashed to bar

SYMPTOM: Mouth contains cigarette butts, back of head covered with ashes
CAUSE: You have fallen forward
CORRECTIVE ACTION : See above

SYMPTOM:Beer tasteless, front of your shirt is wet
CAUSE :a. Mouth not open
b. Glass applied to wrong part of face
CAUSE :Retire to restroom, practice in mirror

SYMPTOM: Floor Blurred
CAUSE: You are looking through bottom of empty glass
CORRECTIVE ACTION :Get someone to buy you another beer

SYMPTOM: Floor moving
CAUSE: You are being carried out
CORRECTIVE ACTION :Find out if you are being taken to another bar

SYMPTOM : Room seems unusually dark
CAUSE: Bar has closed
CORRECTIVE ACTION : Confirm home address with bartender. If staff is gone, grab a six-pack to go and hit the nearest fire escape door. Run

SYMPTOM: Taxi suddenly takes on colorful aspect and textures
CAUSE: Beer consumption has exceeded personal limitations
CORRECTIVE ACTION : Cover mouth, open window, stick head outside

SYMPTOM : Everyone looks up to you and smiles
CAUSE: You are dancing on the table
CORRECTIVE ACTION : Fall on someone cushy-looking

SYMPTOM: Beer is crystal-clear
CAUSE: It's water! Somebody is trying to sober you up
CORRECTIVE ACTION : Punch him

SYMPTOM: People are standing around urinals, talking or putting on makeup
CAUSE: You're in the ladies' room
CORRECTIVE ACTION: Do not use urinal! Excuse yourself, exit and try the next door down the hall. Try to get phone numbers (optional)

SYMPTOM: Hands hurt, nose hurts, mind unusually clear
CAUSE: You have been in a fight
CORRECTIVE ACTION : Apologize to everyone you see, just in case it was them

SYMPTOM: Don't recognize anyone, don't recognize the room you're in
CAUSE: You've wandered into the wrong party
CORRECTIVE ACTION : See if they have free beer

SYMPTOM: Your bedroom is painted gray, has a concrete floor and an interesting steel door. Toilet may be conveniently located next to your bunk
CAUSE a. You're in jail
b. You're in the navy
CORRECTIVE ACTION leep it off, you can always get out tomorrow. Don't talk to your new roommate, and under no circumstances sleep on your stomach

SYMPTOM: You are dancing to a Village People song, and your partner is wearing leather chaps
CAUSE: You're in a gay bar
CORRECTIVE ACTION :Keeping your back to the wall, edge toward nearest exit. Do not accept offers for backrubs

SYMPTOM: Your singing sounds distorted
CAUSE: The beer is too weak
CORRECTIVE ACTION :Have more beer until your voice improves

SYMPTOM: Don't remember the words to the song
CUASE: Beer is just right
CORRECTIVE ACTION lay air guitar